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Saturday, April 30, 2011

who says


Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
serius lula suke lyric dye..huhu..lagu nie mcm memberi lula semangat!!!ohh..lula dh dedicate kn lagu nie kat dye.. =D ngee..lula gatai dh..ayook..sape nk jawab..??hahaha..

haa..korang nk lyric full dye x..?? nnt lula upload kat bawah nie ek..~

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else


Na na na
Na na na


I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me


Na na na
Na na na


You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon


[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says


It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky




Na na na
Na na na


I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me


Na na na
Na na na


You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon


[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful


[Bridge]
Who says
Who says you’re not start potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, oh


[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

Friday, April 29, 2011

4 in the morning


yup..lula x tido lagi..haa..dasyat x..??xdek laa..sebenar yer td dh tido dh..then dlm kul 11pm mcm 2 ader org cal..ader laa dlm 16 kali dye call baru laa lula nk pick up call dye..huhhu..best jee dengar suare org yg kite sayang kn tyme-tyme tengah maigrain nie..huhu

ohh..lula mcm dh mcm nk make a move..lula x nk dye tipu diri lula lagi..lula sedar lula sape..n yes kamu gadis..sile laa jaga hati dan perasaan org..kamu tnya dye..sape yg dye nk sebenar yer..hurmm..lula x kesah if dye nk both..tp please ckp..

jgn buat lula mcm pompuan simpanan..hurmm..selagi lula mampu utk x jumpe dye..lula akan try elak kn..lula nk kehidupan baru..n yes..i do love her more than u did L..ok laa dye dh dpt keje kat sane..so..lula x kan kacau dye dh..n lula akn renew my no..so klu dye rase nk patah kan sim 2..sile laa..

dye x leh nk halang lula contek Naz..melaen kan dye stop conteck L baru lula akn "setia" balik cm dulu..guess what bby..ny rase x berbaloi ny setia ngn bby sbb akhir yer bby buat mcm nie kat ny..aper yg bby nk sebenar yer..??ny sndiri dh x kenal ngn bby ny..myb dye lebiyh kenal bby nie yg skng nie.. =(

kamu suruh i remove all d pixa kamu ngn i then baru kamu add dye kat fb kan..??nmpk sgt laa kamu x berani nk bgtau d truth kat dye..tyme ngn izza dulu mane ader kamu "approve" dye pon..sbb aper..sbb dye scandal kamu jee kan..??tp ngn L nie..nape kamu buat cm nie kat i..

yes..i know..kamu msti marah aper yg i nk buat lepas nie..tp x per laa..kamu dh bahagia..so lula akn cari kebahagian lula sndiri..dulu perfume kamu 2 ader laa "ubat" saye..but skng x lagi..kamu x jujur bby..n yes..i tau entry nie awekz kamu akn bace n akn gado ngn kamu..tp i x kisah..korng nk gado ker aper..itu bukan masalah lula..

bby ny..cukup laa kamu kacau "fb" i last month..ny x penah nk deactivekan fb..sbb kn dye..ny deactive..n blog nk private kan..??mmg x bby!nie hak ny..nie life ny..bby dh x leyh nk kongkong ny!guess what..ny x caye pon yg bby still sayang ny mcm dulu..ny x  CAYA! just go with ur mucuk!Never come back!

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

private =,[

hye kalian..i rase i mcm  nk private kan laa blog i nie..sbb dh x dek pengunjung kan..huhu..boleyh x mcm 2..??lagi 1..lula dapat tau ader org try utk stalker my routine thru blog..huhu..what a brilliant idea! n yes..i know u dear..

xper laa..u bace laa my oldest post 2..yg pasti..kamu yg sakit..not me..and everything is  history..i x kan kenang balik kenangan i..hurmmm.."kamu" i need u..pleaseee call i..boleyh gayut till 4am! ='( is waiting u with patiently!
 zL: what a different "awekz" & "wife"-think it L~ 

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

feeling

kamu..org sediyh..amat amat sediyh..susah utk i lupe kan dye..tp kamu kene bagi i mase..jgn mcm nie syg..huhu..myb i try utk berubah..dan perubahan itu kamu yg lakukan..jadi..jgn stop skng..sbb nnt org yg merane..

 myb malam nie kite x kan otp smpi kul 4am kn.. ='( kaaaaaamuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..serius i mcm terase i hilang kamu ..huhuhu.. ='( ohh gosh! nape bahagia itu hanya sementara! ='( myb dye akan pilih anda * yup anda yg membace dan itu lula x kisah..as along as kamu still stick with me no matter what!

Monday, April 25, 2011

stress

i stress hari nie..
amat amat.. 
=( 
rase nk nagis jee..
i nk kamu..
tp i tau kamu x nk i..
sbb kamu nk dye.. 
bye bye bye... 
='( 
nagis guling-guling!

Friday, April 22, 2011

N stand for..?

ngee ngee ngee..nk gelak guling-guling boleyh x..??hihihi hihi hihi..serius i mksud kn org laen..tp org laen yg terase..ohh..best kn silap phm..x per laa..as long as u happy ngn angan-angan kamu 2.. 2 laa lula..laen kali amik laa name yg laen sikit..ishh ishh ishh

tapi x per laa..yg lula tau lula dh happy kn org.. =) kerje mulia kan..??

ohh..lula nk ckp sikit nie..tekak lula makin sakit..makin ssh nk telan air liur..tp alhamdulillah laa..suare dh x garau..klu tak..jantan pon kalah ngn suare lula nie..hahah..haa 1 lagi,kaki kanan dh rase kebas-kebas..hurmm..dulu klu kebas-kebas mcm nie msti ader org urut..skng nie..??xper..kite urut sndri k..ngee.. happy friday everyone!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

trust & honest


i baek ok! when partner i larang i from doing bnde yg dye x suke..i mmg tak kan buat..so..anda..jgn nk influence sgt laa yee..hihihi..mcm x menjadi jee..ohh..3 hari i dpt maen itu pon dh buat i happy..tp klu dapat maen TERUS lagi i happy.. =D

xdek laa..dh org x kasi..so..jgn nk gedik-gedik maen yeer lula..hurmm..ohh..mommy pon dh start berbunyi kot..mommy mcm x kasi i maen that things..huhuu.. ='( nagis guling-guling..

sakit itu penghapus dosa

hurmm..i rase dh dekat seminggu i sakit..tp i x tau i sakit aper..hurmm..boleyh ek mcm 2..?? =I suare i berubah..jadi garau..sumpah kelakar..klu org otp ngn i..sume stress jee..sbb mcm x dengar sgt aper yg i ckp..suare pecah-pecah..

sile laa kesian dengan i..skng nie mcm dh better sikit kot suare..tp yg x best yeer asyik batok-batuk..mmg x best..i mcm penat..i mcm rase ader something kat leher i nie..i mcm nk muntah tp x nk muntah..haa..e2 laa yg i rase..sah kalian x phm kan..??

ohh..isnin lepas i EL tau..so..td mommy mcm perli i..mommy ckp nk EL  juga ker hari nie..?? sbb kire yer dlm bulan nie dh 2 kali laa isnin i EL..huhu..ok..xdek niat pon..tp mmg ikot kan hati,i mmg nk EL..serius x larat..asyik batok-batok ngn mcm nk muntah tp x nk muntah.. hurmm..enth laa..bile laa suare i nk back 2 normal balik..boleyh melalak-lalak dalam toilet..
hurmm..ohh kalian..i dh dapat RED light balik utk buat cover.. ='( sile sediyh!i dpt maen dlm 3 hari jee..then partner i dpt tau..terus suruh stop..hurmm.. so..lula x tau laa yg lula dh buat cover 2 boleyh post kat cnie ker x..hurmm.. jooooooooooooooom nagis guling-guling supaye ader org simpati! =C

Saturday, April 16, 2011

a day

hari nie i buat OT..then melepak ngn cyememo & omel.. ohh..bnyk sesi kene bahan.. antara yer is "divider" & "left or right"..mmg asyik gelak jee..then ader merekod aksi-aksi gile-gile..wahh..segaaan nk upload! ohh..i mmg enjoy hari nie.. thnkz kalian cz make my day! =D

work it out


i semangat nk p keje!!
anda mcm mane plk..??
have a nice day peeps! 
much love..
xoxo!

hujan berhenti laa


hujan..berhenti laa..smlm x dpt nk berjimba..hari nie..kasi laa i berjimba-jimbe keriangan yee.. =P ehh ehh ehh kamu..give "IT" back! i miss it a LOT!

Friday, April 15, 2011

usah lepas kan~


usah lepas kan selagi mmpu..tp klu dh melepas kan..REDHA e2 perlu..i suke dengar lagu nie..tp i x nk letak lagu nie kat blog i..sbb nnt lula akan sediyh..so kene letak lagu ceria-ceria.. =) dh laa taqif nie nyanyi mcm menyentuh kalbu jantung lula nie jee.. ='( xper laa..bnde dh jadi.. move on LULA!


Thursday, April 14, 2011

cover it up!

esk ader laa exciting day!yeaahhh!!!dh lame x buat bnde nie..esk juga is my officially playing it again! muahaa haa haa..gelak besar nyah! harap-harap ayah kasi balik lewat.. =)

hari nie lula lambat update pon sbb lula practice maen beberape lagu..haha..beberape ker..??cyema ckp dh mcm nk buat concert!esk cume tinggal nk cari port nk merecord jee.. =) waah!!! amat amat amat semangat..

so..dh laa.. =P nk practice nie.. practice make perfect.. rite peeps..? ohh..btw,i just move wth d flow..dont worry about me.. im always ok.. =D lagi pon i kn dh ader peneman baru..sbb 2 laa i okeyh! nk tau sape peneman i 2..?? yamemo nie laaa!

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

advise

kadang-kadang manusia nie perlu dengar ckp org or we call that nasihat orang..sbb kekdng manusia nie x perasan ngn aper yg dye buat..sbb 2 kene selalu d tegur yee..so..i dengar nasihat kawan i tadi..tp i x rase nk ikot..yup..aper yg dye ckp betul..tp i x tau laa nape..

i tetap ngn pendirian i 2..yup..at d end of d day,i yg akn sakit hati..i yg akn kecewe..i yg akan nagis guling-guling..bak kate anda "guling smpi mampos"..hurmm..myb bulan nie i yg akan sakit..i yg bnyk makan hati smpi buncit..tp i harap bulan depan i kuat!yup..sekuat badang!ehh x nk laa..nk sekuat power puff girl..=D

boleyh terbang-terbang kan..??hurmm..tapi aper-aper pon..kite kene terus kn hidup kite..what we call that..move on! yup..e2 penting..i kene ingt yg i ader fmly i ader kawan yg support i..yg ader mase nk spent tyme ngn i kan..??

so..xper laa..anda..klu anda rase dye yg terbaek..pergi laa..n pleasseee..never look at me..sbb i rase..as long as u x cari i,i x kan cari u kot.. =P hahah..boleyh caye ker..??hihihi..xper xper..i try..hurmm..barang i 2..nnt i pkir-pkir kan..klu i tengah baek,myb i nk kasi..tp klu i tengah x baek..i nk balik yee.. =P

adek i yg gedik! =P


haha..gambar gedik i ngn adek i..dh lame x amik gmbr gedik mcm nie weyh!bile lagi nk berjimba-jimba nie..???=P
ehh adek..dh lame aku x ckp aku sayaaaaang ko kan..??hahah..bapak laa gedik aku nie kan kan kan..??? =P haaa..sbnr yer nie aku nk wish ko happy 18th years old weyh!!! ehh ehh ehh..ko dh TUA..hahah..aku jee MUDA!! =P
event kite ade gado-gado 2..itu name yer manje  kan..?? =P e2 name yee juga pengubat rindu tau..hihi..aku ade ko sorang jee kat dunia nie "adek" aku..dan aku bersyukur sbb ko adek aku..event ko x panggil aku "akk" pon..aku x kisah..sbb aku suke relations yg kite bina nie..

means ko bole share evythng ngn aku..thnkz weyh slalu ader ngn aku.. =) dan sokong aku..but im sorry for the past few months..tyme 2 aku pon x tau nape ngn diri aku..aku x penah "diam" ngn fmly selame 2..around 4 months rite..??

hurmm..x per laa..pape pon im back 2 normal rite now..selalu berjimba-jimba ngn ko kan..??dh laa..x nk type panjang-panjang..sbb nnt ko perasan yg aku nie saaaaayaaaaang ko sgt sgt sgt sgt amat!

tangisan wanita itu


malam nie rajin plak laa lula nk share-share entry-entry yg menarik minat lula utk bace..kali nie pasal tagisan wanita plk..lula dapat dari blog kak fadh!..nak bace entry 2..click laa bawah nie yeer..!!


nk tau partner kamu curang..?


tertibe nk up entry mcm nie..hihi..nie name yeer entry penyedap perasaan..so kepade yg tengah bahagia..jgn bace..sbb nnt akn was-was plak ngn partner anda..hihih..klu dh mcm lula nie..x per jee.. =P

entry nie i jumpe tyme bace blog tasya nie..budak nie chomeyh okeyh!i kenal dye thru myspace..haa..tyme zaman kanak-kanak i lagi kot..hihih..dye dok pahang..haa..e2 jee laa yg i tau..i x tau sgt pasal dye..n i x rase pon tasya notice i kat myspace 2..hihi..

choomey kan budak tasya nie.. =D suke tengok dye..hihi..
so..nk bace entry pasal curang 2 click ni yeer..
so..e2 jee laa kot entry kali nie..ehh..awat bnyk jee yg betul pasal entry 2 kat lula..?? =P bye bye bye..

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Toblerone- i x penah silap pasal kamu

it sound Frick kn when i ckp i bace post entry entry yg lame-lame..??tp x kisah laa..sbb i mencari kebenaran..guess what..pasal kamu..i ssh nk lupe..event bnde 2 simple..i x kan lupe..contoh yer macam ice-cream yg kamu beli utk i tyme kite berpicnik 2..

dan kali nie i nk tunjukkan kat kamu pasal toblerone..n yes..i betul lagi..mmg kamu yg bagi i that toblerone..ohh..n seingat i..tyme 2 kamu x tau sgt yg i x leyh nk makan susu and bender-bnder bercoklate nie..yg kamu tau i nie anti choc..that all..so..sbb 2 laa kamu bagi i choc e2..klu kamu x caye..kamu bace laa entry nie.. =)

bahagia

should post on 8 April 2011
waahh!!hari nie i bahagia sgt sgt sgt..x tau np..mcm exited jee hari nie..=) i suuuukeeee..dh lame gile i x kluar dengan dye..td pon mmg i terkejut when name dye naek kat my phone..dye call i nk ajak lepak..tp tyme 2 i tengak tunggu kete nk p jumpe budak kechik..

dh dekat 9 months i guess x lepak ngn dye..klu jumpe mcm selisih tengah jalan 2 ader laa dlm 2 3 kali..x selalu pon laa..dh alang-alang dye ajak lepak 2..i pon mcm ok jee..n we decided utk gune his car..i malas nk drive.. =P nampak sgt i nie pemalas kan..??

so afte i bagi barang i kat budak kechik 2,we chilling around putrajaya..n yes e2 mmg port kami..hahah..dulu laa kan..tyme mude-mude dulu mmg slalu p sane pon..at first nk p bukit ampang..tp sbb kn just kami ber-2 jee..mcm takot bosan..*actually takot teromantik.. =p haha..

tak lame pon kami kluar..x lepak makan pon..sbb 2 2 asyik story pasal 9 bulan yg kami x jumpe 2..wah..nikmat gile bile kite ader tempat nk berborak kan..??suke suke suke..tp pape pon..i ngn dye tetap akan kawan.. not more than that okeyh..

dan kepade kamu..yes kamu.. =]i know kamu tau i kluar ngn sape..i xdek niat pon tau nk buat kamu terase..n guess what ktrng do ckp pasal kamu..kamu..please turun kan ego kamu tau..i know kamu suke kn dye..n same goes to him..sile laa turun kan ego anda.. =) x rugi pon..

i slalu doakan yg terbaek utk kawan-kawan i yeer.. =) bye bye bye..

semangat yg hilang =(

haa..kalian perasan x semangat i dh hilang..??hihih..=P semangat aper yg lula ckp kn nie..??semangat nk beli kasut!serius..skng nie tengok kasut dh x dek minat..huhu..tah mane tah hilang yee minat tengok kasut yg dulu 2..

dulu kan..lula boleyh jalan sorang-sorang p mall utk windows shopping  kasut..and of course balik dengan ber"beg"-"beg"  paper beg yg ader kasut..muahhaa..routine nie lula boleyh buat dlm seminggu 3 kali..haa..best kan..??

tp skng nie..lula tengok kasut pon dh x minat..huhu..pdhal kasut lula dh kurang tau.. ehh ehh ehh..kurang ker..?? =P x dek laa kurang..tp xdek kasut baru laa..mcm asyik ulang kasut same jee..huhu..amat amat boring..sian lula kan..?? =.="

skng nie..lula aim nk beli kasut utk p office,sandal utk pkai hari-hari and kasut utk jadi pengapit nnt..tp serius laa..mud xdek..lula do tengok-tengok kasut sume kan..tp mmg lula sendiri pelik ngn diri lula..sbb lula masok jee kedai kasut..tengok kiri kanan terus keluar..klu dulu kan..sah laa akn duduk terus..then tengok sume kasut n for sure ader sepasang lapan kasut yg akn d "test"..then budget catwalk depan cermin..hahaha..

ohh..bulan depan tyme utk mengapit..so..lula kene cari mud yg hilang 2..lula kene juga cari kasut yg sesuai utk pkai tyme mengapit nnt.. =) kawan lula 2 agak tinggi tau..so for sure laa yg 8 inch yg akn jadi pilihan .. =P LOL..jap g klu sakit belakang lepas wedding 2,padan muke ko lula..hahaha..

mungkin itu yang terbaek


hari nie aper yg i lalui amat-amat manis.. =) manis mcm gula..ehh xnk laa..nk mcm madu..hihi..sah gedik..haha..ehh..biar laa..i kan "honey"!.. =P i ingt kn i nk cite aper yg i rase manis 2 tau..tp x per laa..biar i simpan sorang-sorang yer cite 2..

gambar sume ader dlm Ipod..nnt klu i pegang Ipod..i upload laa kat cnie kot gambar..hahah..e2 pon klu lepas..lalalala.. =P tp kn..hari x selalu cerah kan..?i mcm terkejut juga laa sbb i jadi punya masalah gado..hurmm..i rase mcm x ptt plk..tp x per laa..i kn barang lama..bnde lama..selalu yer yg baru e2 laa yg akn d bangga-bangga kan..akn di pujuk-pujuk..yang akn d dahulukan..

aper-aper pon..i x kisah laa i kene marah mlm nie..i ingt i happy..u akn happy..rupe yer tidak..im suppose not 2 show my happiness to others rite..??myb ini jalan yg i cari..nie jalan yg i pilih kan..?i ingt kan u bgtau kat dye yg i nie partner kamu n she will be ur no.2.. rupe-rupe yer tidak..

when u x ckp "statement" itu,means i nie pengacau kebahagian  org..kan..??i xnk jadi pengacau..yes..dulu i suke kacau partner org..sbb aper..??sbb suke-suke..when i kenal u,i dh x suke kacau partner org..sbb aper..sbb i tahu bertape  seksa yer org dlm relationship 2..n yes..i tengah rase skng..tp perlu ker i tunjuk..??

x perlu  kan..?sbb aper..??sbb i nie ur EX jee kan..?? another statement yg u kluar kan lagi.. "stick as long as u can"..n yes..i buat..tp x tau plak mcm nie layanan kamu bagi kat i..and now i realize..its tyme 2 move my feet away from ur life..

lagi pon i mcm terase ngn ur mom when i amik barang-barang i dari rumah u..adekah selame nie mak u mmg x suke i..??=.=" hurmm..xper laa..btw..thankz 2 mak sbb layan kerenah i dulu..sempat i berbuke puase kat rumah..belajar buat karipap..rase kemeriahan hari raye..terime kasih banyak-banyak..i really appreciate it!

start from today..i wish i can stay away from u..yup!it my wish!yaa..itu berat utk i buat..tp yg mcm kamu ckp laa..kamu dh fed up tengok muke i..kamu dh bosan ngn perangai i..hurmm..i harap u happy dengan dye..yup..dye chomey..chantek..i suke tengok dye..sbb 2 i b frewn ngn dye..


xdek niat pon i nk jadi kawan dye then buat dye terase ker aper.. so..dengan deactive kn fb i 2..boleyh laa u get back ngn dye balik..dan skng nie juga i akn habis kn my credit n for a long tyme i x tak reload*boleyh percaye ker..? =P..sbb aper..??sbb when i reload i akn dok call-call u..texk texk u..so nnt akn buat dye jeles..

kamu kamu kamu..jaga diri yee..jgn lupe p appointment on 13th may! kamu msti pergi tau..itu pon klu kamu sayang i..ehh ehh ehh..sayang awekz u..kamu pergi yee.. =) bye bye bye..